I’m imprisoned, but I’m free in Illusion

The life that is impossible to describe is what put me as the dark child, the difficult life that everyone hated, I loved it because it was the one who made me stronger, I love a hard life because it gives me valuable lessons, teaches me how to be smart, how hard life is, how to be a fool at the right time, and how to be a genius at the same time.

Injustice made me dark, the painful scream made me quiet, I wish I could leave where I was, I wanted to leave, I couldn take it anymore, . God help me leave.

With all the despair of hope, with every cry of laughter, and all the sadness of the sorrow.

No…No… S…Stop Shut your mouths, I can afford, … This is me and this scary life, and on a night of deep screaming, a young boy cries his soul as if it were created by grief I went from child to boy, boy to teenager, and that word doesn concern me, because Im old after all this sadness Im young, physically, and psychologically old.

I knew something called a mystery, thats who I am, no one knows me, and everyone wants to know the unknown, and thats the only principle Im not going to give up For a while in my life.

The cloud is the thing that dribbles curiosity and knowledge, and the thing I stand out for is the cloud, Im the one chosen by darkness, Im David, who can answer the question, even though I know the right answer, and all of this belongs to you, dear reader, I beg you.

Don despise anyone, don make fun of anyone, don break anyones heart, his hope was alive and you kill him with a word that comes out of your mouth and you don know what harm you might cause, please don come down to mean ranks, because we humans have programmed to develop and offer this instinct, < say good words or shut up, your silence is sometimes a mercy for others.> .

When I was 14 years old, I learned something called patience, I learned something called thinking wisely, life taught me to forgive those who wronged me, I learned to think before I spoke, I knew that if I lost something I knew its value, and as I always say inside me

Fate taught me something, and he told me something, words I didn understand, and thats love, a pure sense that we don know, and if he comes, we don plan for that feeling, especially if society and the whole world object to it, to love someone of the same sex is a beautiful thing .

Fate teaches us valuable things, beautiful things like love, oh my God, thats a feeling that you have in your heart and chest as a tickle of something sweet, when you see it coming towards you accelerate your heartbeat and your breath breaks, you warn that love, love is love knows no rules or limits, whether you are straight or gay love when we get it, it turns on you, do not feel sleep at night, I imagine his hand holding me and that kiss Im imagining My heart is still beating.

When fate teaches you not to envy anyone or envy him, and when fate teaches you the lesson of good love for others, and then you pass through situations that tell you if you are still alive, you have to work and dream of a busy and exciting future and start step by step until you achieve what you want to be.

Oh, I was barren land, and now a velvety spring, beautiful, I realized something called loyalty and sincerity that I lost in everyone.

Fate gave me things I didn know about, Im David… And I am satisfied with myself as you and I are dear reader, yes yes I am, I realized that the shortage is just an illusion in our minds, and perfection for god alone …

I passed and walked through a hard road for humanity to bear.

With life heartache and a soul hurts and a feeling hurts, so he shouted love, who holds the pen and who narrates the pain, did not there come a moment to love a heart, will not a period comes on the broken heart, did not you see how and how much other than love from the nature of human beings, I asked to love one day, love, didn you see How much love has destroyed human beings., a war for the illusion of love has emerged. I walked under the moonlight and wrote letters hoping for an answer.

-I hope fate answers my questions.

So there were faces because of the pain, and the pain was you and the wound, your love, your laughter, your crying, the madness hanging on, and the relationship in a lot of times, and most of it failed.

The word love in its meanings and language is a wonder, whoever came and melted into the world of love entered a disvalued love will show them destiny its value and torment their life to know what love is I hate adolescence.

I feel lack, love, and love, love is lost with the time when sincerity is lost, with those who love from their heart not with lust, wonder of a life that has changed.

The past is a time of joy and ulcer, but when I remember the past, I remember Aretha Franklin, Whitney Houston, and Cisi Houston whenever I remember singing with them wishing and doing the miracles they did with their voices that their songs remind me of true love I am one of the youths who love the songs of the past with people who sing from their hearts the time of serenity and living hearts and the plains of love and the spring of love and willow of modesty and meadow of sincerity and flowers of loyalty and birds of loyalty and the winds of honesty, I remember the tongues were made and out of her mouth poetry, and with words balanced raw from the glories and the strength of relationships in love and friendship.

But what is this feeling I feel about that person, am I…..?