I Have No Health

My face twisted at Caesar’s words.

In the meantime, Caesar has brought various parts from different creatures such as the gallbladder, the womb, the soles of the feet, and the genitals, but the bladder was the first.

‘Anyway, the bladder…..’

My cheeks became pale and I quickly covered my mouth.

“Eugh!”

Fortunately, I wasn’t on the weak side, so I could bear it, but I almost threw up what I ate after an hour of poking around.

“What is a Suyudom?”

As soon as I calmed down, I asked again.

Caesar made a troubled face and spoke as if reciting from as if he was reciting from a book.

“It is a huge reptile, with a 5m body length and a 1m width, it inhabits swamps.
It is omnivorous, but mainly eats………….”

As he spoke without interruption, I sighed.

“……Does it eat humans?”

“I don’t know.
It usually preys on animals weaker than itself.”

I covered my mouth and looked down at the empty plate.
If I vomited, Caesar would be at a loss.

“It’s a place where very few people pass by, so it probably wouldn’t have been the case for the one that you ate, little girl.”

“Thank you.
That’s very comforting.”

I lost my strength and dropped my arm.

“Why do you always ask me if you’re going to get the ingredient after this?”

“I need to know what makes my body healthy.
It’s not something I can ask you every time.
If it works well, I’ll eat it even if it’s bizarre.
It’s not pleasant, it’s not good, but I can eat it as much as I want.”

It was nothing compared to being alive.

Talking like a fool, acknowledging it, and making use of strange creatures as food.

What’s the big deal?

“I have tears in my eyes, but my words were strangely convincing.”

“It’s because of your strong will.”

He said majestically while I wiped the tears in my eyes.

He didn’t even laugh this time.
I had a childish desire to win at least once.

“Next time, if I want to have it again, I need to remember what the ingredients are, which is why I ask again and again.
I’m asking.
I’m sorry to bother you.”

“Something like that…..”

He frowned and tried to say something, then his face twisted.

“Yeah? What did you say?”

He didn’t hear me as he didn’t pay attention to my voice.

“It’s nothing.”

“For real, what did you say?”

“……”

“It’s okay if you don’t want to talk.
Please just look at me for a little bit more than that.”

I got up from my seat and spun around.

It’s usually something I do when I change clothes, but now it was so he could look at my overall state, not my clothes.

“Have I gotten much healthier”

I wish I could tell when I got a bit healthier.
He was kind of like a health meter.
He’s pretty good!

“…..”

He did not answer.
Even when the time came for him to speak.

“Why? Is it not good?”

“It’s like Sandrego.”

“What is Sandrego?”

“A demon that feeds on vitality.”

“…Are you saying I’m a demon?”

I was losing my mind.

“Are you kidding me right now?”

“I’m not saying this to make fun of you.
It’s rather admirable.
It makes no sense to me how humans can get better in such a short period of time.
You too… are like Sandrego.”

His facial expressions changed every minute.

I didn’t know whether to be happy or angry.

“After one day passes, your life expectancy should be cut by one day.
But on the contrary, it feels like it has increased by one day.
Surely there shouldn’t be that much time left……”

The last words sounded like those of ark as if said by a killer.

“S-So what is it? Are you saying I’m okay?”

“I’ve never seen a body as weak as yours.”

He sighed as if he couldn’t confirm.

“Why do you keep it to yourself?”

When I gave him a subtle threat, he was fed up with me and gave me the answer I wanted.

“You’ve become healthier.”

“Really?”

He disregarded what I said and smiled.

If I had been a little better, I would have jumped around.

I was so happy that I wiggled my toes and even did a weird tap dance.

The slippers dropped off my feet.

“Huh?”

I took one foot off the floor and tried to put the slipper on properly.

However, a body with little strength in the abdomen could not balance itself.

“Huh? Huh?”

He jumped to his feet when he saw me falling over.

It was such an abrupt move that the chair he was sitting on fell back with a loud noise.

Tuck! His hand held me so I wouldn’t fall off completely.

“Oh… Thank you.”

“What on earth…”

He looked down at me with a look of disapproval.

As he looked down with a cold expression, it sent chills down my spine.

“Are you angry that you had to touch me again?”

While moving around, his rigid expression returned to its original glare.

“I can’t take my eyes off you.”

“What?”

“It’s very annoying.”

“Oh… I’m so sorry.”

Of course!

I’m immune to being told it’s annoying, but I still hate it a lot.

He bent his knees, assessing my sulky expression.

“I’ll put your slippers back on so stay put.”

There was only one place where I could place my hand on Caesar.

I tapped him on the shoulder and told him I’ll hold on to it.
I gently dropped my hand there.

It was a position where the body temperature could not be felt because of the silk on top of the clothes.

The hand in the black glove slightly grabbed the ankle that seemed like it’ll break due to its thinness and lifted it.

“Caesar.”

“Yes.”

“I’m sorry, but can I say one thing?”

“What is it?”

“Why is this so hard for you?”

“…..”

He stared at my trembling legs.

“It’s ridiculous, isn’t it? I know.”

I, who correctly interpreted his eyes, nodded and agreed with myself.

It’s pitiful, even the sound of breathing is exhausting.

He clicked his tongue and quickly put the slippers on my feet.

“Do your best….”

My eyes widened in surprise as I could not speak, and my platinum-coloreddayr fell like a curtain.

Red eyes met mine and shook deeply.

I could see a strand of thin hair brushing against his cheek.

“It’s like the white sun that you can only see in the frozen Eastlands.…”

He mumbled casually and suddenly lifted his eyes.

“Heuk!”

He straightened his bent back with a strange cry.

Why was he going that far? Was it that bad?

“Are you okay?”

He pushed his hair behind his ear and it looked like his complexion toughened.

It wasn’t strange that I knew about his mysophobia.

He was so disgusted that unless you’re an idiot, you would have known.

It was him who desired perfection.

He looked at her curled hair, which was stuck behind her ears, with a rather dazed expression.

“It’s supposed to be disgusting….”

“What?”

“I don’t feel anything in the human body.
Emotions are the only thing I accept.”

His face twisted continuously as if he were disgusted.

His face wrinkled like a piece of paper in his hand and seemed to express that he was going crazy.

I didn’t know how to react at the moment.

I guess I didn’t want this situation to become anything too serious.

“How absurd….
Excuse me.
I’m listening to everything right now! I’m in a bad mood, so could you please keep those thoughts to yourself?”

I hurriedly backed away from him.

“Now…… It doesn’t feel good, does it?”

“Why are you picking a fight again?”

“You avoided touching my hair, even when you thought that it’s fascinating!”

“Hey, what do you mean!”

He replied sharply in disgust.
He seemed to have noticed that what I had just said was an exaggerated act.

“You confuse me.”

He slowly straightened his knees and covered his mouth.

“Why…? Do you think you’re going to throw up?”

As you may already know, it was difficult to throw up here.

“The bathroom is over there…..
huh!”

“….”

He hurried over without answering.

“Why, why…?”

A chilling gaze reached the hair tangled in her fingers.

“It’s the same color as yours, whether it resembles the owner’s or not.
It’s the only color that seems to crumble when you burn it in the sun and collapse when you grab it.”

Now isn’t the time to feel bad, right?

I think I should say something, but he took the initiative again.

“I haven’t felt anything since ‘that day’.
Now it’s the first time.”

“That day? What’s the first time?”

“This.
Can I touch it?”